Well what can i say?
I am completly dumb struck.
I don't really understand why you are just quiting? When you say you are quiting, i'm sure you mean for the moment? We have only just begun bocking, and it is not controlling our lives, it is just a recreational outlet.
It seems to be a shame that you put so much time and effort into trying to promote, tell and teach people about bocking, just to stop all of a sudden, well i'm not sure that sounds like a decision you have thought through to well. You love bocking Ads, it is obvious you do, with all the things that you have done with and for bocking. eg, set -up plans and website, organise meets, keeping up to date with the REST OF THE WORLD IN BOCKING!.
Maybe you are setting the bar a little to high for yourself. Just be comfortable when you choose to bock. Everyone gets different things from bocking and also people have their own ambitions what they want to do on them and experience from them.
You are still very young and the other guys are a little older than you which can be hard, but it just means they tend to have a more macho/death wish system which seems to come out as you get older in the teens. It's not bad , it just means they really want to achieve big things quickly and are not to worried about doing an injury. Well no one wants to hurt themselves but you know what i mean ,they want to be a bit risky i guess, No pain no gain as the saying goes. But we use crash mats HEE hee hee.
Did you take your bocks to the school festival? Bet you did.
Bocking is an individual sport that is shared by few and also many.
It would be a shame to see you just quit, stop for a while maybe, but not quit. I'm sure school is tough and full on and home is proberbly full on too, but wasn't bocking your little thing that really no one else could do and enjoy except you,
Bocking was your little escape , your sanctuary Ads?
Don't just drop off the face off the earth. Talk later